Life is not always a box of choclates

Forest Gump said life is like a box of Choclates. He is write in a way. However i believe everyones life is pre destine and you cant change a whole lot. Sure there are choices but God already knows what you will choose since he is outside of time. SO its no mystry to him what is inside every piece of candy at every fork in the "choice" road. This is a conforting thought to me because it alliviates my stress. Sure i may freak out at which choice i should make before i make a decision but Gods probably going just" make a freaking choice and stick to your guns Mate."

There has also been times in my life when i feel pigeon hold and cant seem to get over on someone or make the proper move in order to gain success. I SAY THIS in refrence to the opposite sex. At times its easy to attract to girls but hard to maintain the attraction due to my own eggyness.

  Eggyness can be defined as a feeling of unconfortablness or irratability. Sometimes im just to bitter or feeling awkward in the moment and that slows my efforts down to gain more life. Hey but at least im trying and putting my self out there.

Anyway i want to go surf but the waves are small and my shoulder is aching. So i think i'll just work on being less mental by imagining a good future. visualization of success helps ease me out of the devils choke hold.