Life is not always a box of choclates

Forest Gump said life is like a box of Choclates. He is write in a way. However i believe everyones life is pre destine and you cant change a whole lot. Sure there are choices but God already knows what you will choose since he is outside of time. SO its no mystry to him what is inside every piece of candy at every fork in the "choice" road. This is a conforting thought to me because it alliviates my stress. Sure i may freak out at which choice i should make before i make a decision but Gods probably going just" make a freaking choice and stick to your guns Mate."

There has also been times in my life when i feel pigeon hold and cant seem to get over on someone or make the proper move in order to gain success. I SAY THIS in refrence to the opposite sex. At times its easy to attract to girls but hard to maintain the attraction due to my own eggyness.

  Eggyness can be defined as a feeling of unconfortablness or irratability. Sometimes im just to bitter or feeling awkward in the moment and that slows my efforts down to gain more life. Hey but at least im trying and putting my self out there.

Anyway i want to go surf but the waves are small and my shoulder is aching. So i think i'll just work on being less mental by imagining a good future. visualization of success helps ease me out of the devils choke hold. 

written yesterday didn't surf till sunset so what do u expect

Blogg for 5-13-08

Happy may 13^th 20008, just another day I suppose. Many folks have a superstition about the number 13 and im afraid im one of them. Just mentioning it probably brings bad luck. However in my case I seem to have bad luck every other day besides the 13^th day of  the month. One time I had a triatholon on Friday the 13 and my bike got fuck up the day before the race. I attributed that to the superstition. Maybe Friday the 13th is fucked for everybody. Or maybe its pretty psychotic to believe in stuff like superstition.

 

    Well lately my life has consited of working 3 days a week and going to school twice a week. Pretty basic life some might say. However I do have some problems. I often thing of different girls that I cant have anymore and that brings me great heart ache. The best times mentally for me are when I pray and thank the lord for his blessings in my life. For instance yesterday I was like thanks for saving me form hell like over and over and after a while I felt less stressed and more forgiven. This is a relief for me to have a moment of peace.

            Today I’m on the train heading to Down town San Diego has I write this blogg. It’s a nice trip from Encintas to SD. Ocean and simi arid land scape dominate the views along the way. The vegitation consistes of cattails in the hills and Yucca to meditraining type shubery. There are olive trees, palms, Torey Pines, Eucalyptus and sage all along the way. One area has a hudge canyon  in Sorrento valley area with 165 foot sycamore trees. Its really un real considering it only rains about 10 inches a year in this area per year.

            I have a fucking inerview today. I will probably do very well cuz I don’t even want this job. Unfortanly when nothing is at stake I act very normal and confident. But because of murphies law when there is a big prize envolved I some times fold under the pressure of compitition. Other times I rise to the moment and get what I want. Some say every dog has its day and I tend to agree with that statement.

            IN my life so far I have had times where I fared well with success. I had blessings of  fun  in my life and times where my love life was pretty cruisy. Then other times its like I could barly pay a woman to hang out with the danimal(only a joke). So it seems to be  a cycle of good and bad. There are stages of  cruising  with favorable conditions then stages of absolute bull shit. Hence every dog has his day. One good, good day and the pay off  comes.

            

riding mini giants

My name is Danimal and i have been surfing small big waves for the past 6 years. When i moved to SC california in 2001 .That is when i first began charging. Now im in SD 760 nor county and i get about 5 mini giants a year unless i travel to places like west oz or el salvador. Im a life guard in encinitas so that is good for my ego. Surfing  the sc 831 is difinantly the shit. Scoots creek is the bomation.