Happy august! Wow it is more foggy this month than last. Kinda a relief for me. I was feeling pretty trapped w all the heat and hardy any where to hide from the glare. Now i am wondering if i should even pack my shades half the time. IVe been listen to the radio a lot when i drive. Some times i hear music differntly than usual. For instance I'll be listing to a stones song and recognize a drum beet or rift that i never evern heard before.
Songs are a lot like people you may think you know someone but then you truly stop and listen or observe them. You may see them differnt frame of mind and either a weekness is exposed or you see the some thing strong an powerful in them that you did not know existed.
Ive had a lot of turbulance to deal with this summer and im sick of storm. Jesus of Nazerith calmed the storm way back when. I wish i was friends with that Jesus. People talk about him like he live next door? Well, hey come live in my hood Jesus cuz its pretty stormy. I mean with this economy you have a job one day an then the next its gone. A lot of evaporation going on. thank God the fog is back to slow the suns rays down.....

I'm still Surfing the Hymalyas of Encintas. Just trying to catch a big one. The waves have been most excellent this week. Boarder line bodatious. So Bill and Ted new how to party. They just ziped around surfing though epic time lines never freting about what was next. The were the new wave exporers. Man i could dig being a exporer. If i could pick one I'd like to be the first euro to see the OP. Balboa is some kind of bad ass. Mybe thats why His name is all over San Diego. ITs a big ocean full of crazy desisions.

YEa but who really cares! I do people need a savior. Everyone wants a story book hero. I think batman fits the bill. Wish i had a effing cape and a mask but im just a human being living a fantasy out though my imagination. When i was a boy i has a cape that was reversable one side had super man logo the other batman. Man i had a cool mom. I never really knew my dad on the other hand. He was a police man i remembered that about him. He had all these cool guns. I use to sit on his lap while he cleaned them. Pretty cool yea i remember. Well not everone had as cool of a dad as me. SO i should be happy. Happy Fathers day dad wish you were here.

Well im still surfing. My life is about as important as the next army  ant next door. ive learned perspective on which waves to take and which ones to avoid. IM talking metaphorically of course. These waves represent decision's that lead to events which lead to more decisions. Yea complicated and weird but it is an ocean of desisions and im still surfing. Lost my job get another one not an easy task in this jacked up pre apocalyptic world we live it! Ok, im cool just go with the flow...... PRay for surf and forget yesterday  it can only get better!

California Dreaming: Another Day on the lonesome horizon of California. Out on the west coast back from my hawaii trip IM wondering what's next. My Vacation definantly over! Many say calli is the best state and hardest place to leave? I left and here i am back in the thick of things. 

   So i went to hawaii to become a water Photog. I got one shot one published on surfline   but i still want one in print. I have sent some raws to surfer and im still hoping they use them? Patients is for sure the key along with persistence.

Today is a good day hopfully. Im stoke am living on the coast. I may go fishing but first i must define what "Surfing the hymalayas" Means. Surfing the hymalays is all about risk and rewards.  Every one has a chance to surf the wave coming to them. First of all it is a philosophy of life about giving credence to the God given talent that every one has. For me i Sing and am a bit of drama man. I like to act but not for money. I enjoy entertaining my friends but hope to learn how to do it professionally.

  Life is game of high stake and it takes effort to put your self in situations where you can ride that Everest of  a wave. THere will always be wave of opportunity and meeting of divine intervention where choices must be made. Selecting to "write big one" is the key.  I wave could be many of things but each wave will have its consequences depending on how you ride it. Folks ride those wave boldly  and with wisdom and don't kick out till the sprays at yer back.

Life is not always a box of choclates

Forest Gump said life is like a box of Choclates. He is write in a way. However i believe everyones life is pre destine and you cant change a whole lot. Sure there are choices but God already knows what you will choose since he is outside of time. SO its no mystry to him what is inside every piece of candy at every fork in the "choice" road. This is a conforting thought to me because it alliviates my stress. Sure i may freak out at which choice i should make before i make a decision but Gods probably going just" make a freaking choice and stick to your guns Mate."

There has also been times in my life when i feel pigeon hold and cant seem to get over on someone or make the proper move in order to gain success. I SAY THIS in refrence to the opposite sex. At times its easy to attract to girls but hard to maintain the attraction due to my own eggyness.

  Eggyness can be defined as a feeling of unconfortablness or irratability. Sometimes im just to bitter or feeling awkward in the moment and that slows my efforts down to gain more life. Hey but at least im trying and putting my self out there.

Anyway i want to go surf but the waves are small and my shoulder is aching. So i think i'll just work on being less mental by imagining a good future. visualization of success helps ease me out of the devils choke hold.